hey peeps, studying i suppose...

anyway...i was juz tinking abt our class n stuff...n i realise dat our class dun really display sensitivity to other people's feelings, me included (or shd i say, me de most insensitive? haha...i apologise here 1st okai? SORRY!! =D) ya, so anyway, sometimes certain things dat u say will really hurt someone's feelings lar...i'm not trying to pinpoint on anybody lar, since i'm most probably very insensitive oso. 1stly, i must clarify someting arh! i am not de petty kind okai??!! when u talk to me, wan to suan me, dun have to say no offence, no offence, or beat ard de bush lar...i noe, my temper is darn bad, i'm trying to control it, trust me, i will! anyway, if u hav anyting to say, juz say it okai? even though i might b offended, but i will 4get over it very fast de...everybody is entitled to free speech rite? it is when u don't say it straight in my face, n try to beat ard de bush dat sometimes hurt other people's feelings...lyk me, if u beat ard de bush, but i dun get ur msg, den i will juz treat it lyk a joke...but if i get wad you r trying to say, den i will feel very upset dat u can't juz say it in my face when it is actually a very small matter...and i say again, trust me okai?! i am not a petty person! at most i angry 1 or 2 hrs onli (=D a lot arh?) ! really...den i will feel guilty dat i lost my temper lar...so next time, im begging u guys, anyting, juz say it in my face lyk a mature adult k? dun try 2 pass me msges using body language or gigglegiggle lyk u joking wif me lyk dat, but in actual fact telling me smting...

i realise i'm contradicting myself lar...but i hope u guys noe wad i mean lor...if u see all things lyk maturely (can improve gp leh) and communicate lyk a mature adult den dere wun b any hurt feelings lor...dis kind is call 爱心说诚实话。juz lyk it suggests, it means dat when we wana say somethings, we r direct, but dere is no malice intended, n we dun mean to hurt anyone...i'm not trying to preach, but a few ppl including myself feel dat de class not displaying enough sensitivity even though in actual fact, evryone is concerned abt one another...

and, i noe a few people are in a stage of their lives where they r feeling very lost...summore muz face promos, and all de stress...i juz wana let u guys noe, dat even if u r feeling very lost, very stressed, there is some1 who is definitely feeling more lost den u, so u noe u r not alone rite? anyting can come talk 2 me lar...and, i hope dat if i hurt any of ur feelings, i apologise, n den, if i'm going to hurt u in future, juz tell me straight in de face and remind me that i said i wan to b nice okai...and if i start losing my temper, please tell oso remind me dat i muz not lose my temper okai?

and, to start on the road of being nice, i'm going to extend an offer to all my beloved classmates...if u want me to go through your proposal, EOM or written report or anyting lyk dat, including gp essay, etcetc for grammatical errors, sentence structure, expressions etc etc...i'd b very glad to do it okai? and i hope, i haven't offended anyone of u in my entry, let's face it maturely okai?

love ya guys lots,
rachie

p.s. everybody muz smile wide wide evryday okai? i lyk very long nv see some people laugh n smile le! MUST SMILE OKAI! and is de wide wide big big kind of smile! lyk dat--> XD big smile until de eyes oso can't c okai! SMILE NOW! XD! 加油，加油，加油！