i suck...

i feel sucky now...cause i might hv hurt some of ur feelings...especially shawn, valmond., others...sorry abt my stupid comment(which i hv deleted, i hope)...darn i seriously wasnt readin that post seriously/properly...darn...valmond told me abt it...so...i read the post again....n thats when i realize wat ive done...shit...seriously sorry man... i reli didnt mean it....

i noe most of the time i might look crazy/jovial/happy...tell jokes, lame shit n stuff lk tt...but i also realize tt sometimes, without realizing it...i tend to cross the line...tactless maybe?...thats wat i hate most..seriously...
although i seem pretty blissful most of the time...sometimes, i think, its just a facade...i dont reli tell my true feelings to pple...maybe onli once or twice to pple tt i trust...

but the point is tt...i reli hate seein pple cryin or gettin hurt(physically,emotionally)...n if im the one who did it...plse tell me k...ill try to do someting to make up for the foolish shit tt ive done...after all im human too just lk u guys n i dont want u guys to experience the feelings tt i think is sucky to me...

also remember that i can be serious if i want to but i prefer to be the nonsensical person tt i am...so tt i can smile n be happy....u guys be happy always ok...feelin down sucks but if u ever feel lk so....u can come to me n ill try to cheer u up k!...tts the least i can do for he classmates tt i love n care 4...

-becos im shitty tday...ill call myself pudding...darn...